What's meant to be will always find a way.

2011-09-29T00:17:00.000-07:00

Hello~

Wanted to blog so much but didn't have much time for it.

Blogging is a really good dairy ! Looking back at old posts really can bring back lots of memories

Sum up of everything ; Started a full-time job with Vanessa wuan .

Guess will be sticking my butt here for quite some time.

Drifting away from everybody, didn't really have time for ALOT ALOT of events.

Full time job really kills, but i'm still happy with it (:

& yeah, i'm 19 ! Reaching my 20's soon, can i don't grow up this fast? I want to enjoy my life to the fullest.

& I'm growing fatter & fatter & fatter. HELP ME!!

Lastly HELLO~ Jonathan Tan ; I SMRUF YOU ^^

2011-01-12T11:04:00.000-08:00

Hi there ! I'm so bored at this hour, suppose to be sleeping but i can't.

CAN SOMEBODY ENTERTAIN ME? (:

The worst thing is; i'm at my hyper active mode. Tend to do something crazy like going to the top floor shout so loud, so that everybody will be awake to scold me. HAHAHAHHAHA

2011-01-08T04:33:00.001-08:00

HRUMPPFF.

I'm gonna hold my breath until i get everything i want! HAHAHAHAHAHA <3

2011-01-05T10:37:00.000-08:00

Hey-yo, Peeepoo! Went to ikea today, with Jingxiang & Chunyong. Cynthia Xiner & their family came later. Met up with them at 1pm + reached ikea at 3+ , i don't know how did we took such a long time to reached. HAHAHAHHA

*Ohya, These pictures are taken using iphone's front cam; didn't bring my camera out. All raw pictures without editing, not even the contrast (:

Jingxiang Rena Chunyong :D

Say Rawrrrrrrrrrrr!

All the loots i bought @ ikea, thanks to chew's daddy for sending some of it to my house. ありがと！: Abit ugly & messy, HEHEHHEHE. Just dump everything there, we'll all so tired!

Say Heeehoooo~ ! Meet my fav dog Mr.flat

I love hugging on to him day & night & day. <3

2011-01-03T18:11:00.000-08:00

请不要放开我的双手, 不要缺席我的以后.

Didn't go to ikea, went to daiso @ pj instead with Vanessa & Chunyong.

Pssssssst, Daiso. I can spend alot of time there, so many fun things to see & play with.

Love this Caramel thingy! Should have buy more & store at home.

Pokadots crazeeee who doesn't like pokadots? HEHEHEHHE

*Random question ask by vanessa: How will you react if some guy wrote pages of your name in a thick/cute notebook & gave it to you? (I'll call him a stalker) How would you react?

Which colour should i paint? Purple would be my colour but this blue look really nice.

hmmmmmmmm..

2011-01-02T21:54:00.000-08:00

I want a themed room ! I've a mafia or vampire themed in mind but i really don't know where to start on or what to buy for the furnitures. I want it to be done before chinese new year~but it's less then a month to new year. So many things to be done.

Doesn't every girl dream to have a storage room just for our own clothes bag shoe & all the barang barangs? i really hope to have 1, i really envy those girls that have such a room.

Spongebob! Soooo freaking cute!

If i can't have a themed room, just a *everything's purple room* will do for me (:

This room really remind me of Alice in the wonder land. The wall paintings~

- All source is taken from google

*Going ikea with my mum later on. HEHEHEHHE !

2011-01-01T14:23:00.000-08:00

Happy new year!

It's a brand new year so i decided to blog again, i'll try to blog whenever i'm free.

Not letting it rot again (I guess) HEHEHEHEHE. Alright, so how did you guys spend your new year? Mine, at siloso beach party. I was having so much fun until something v terrible happen. But 旧的不去新的不来, 是不是. (:

Work @ Siloso, carlsberg event. With vanessa, we had a v difficult times to get over there so many people! Heard there approximately 20 000 people.

We were station at the Vip tent nearest to the main stage, the fireworks was like just in front of us, it's so close manzsx. Uploaded the videos on FB.

Foam Partayeeee ~ Was so tempted to go in.

There's this weird/ drunk random guy gave me this pair of horn.

We 4 girls were cam whoring after the count down, HEHEHEHE. As we will doing that so many random guys came to take picture with us, Smile till mouth cramp. They're so v tall 170+, i'm only 165; so jealous of their height! (I really love tall girls, HEHEHEE. they have long legs)

Source provided by stomp.

*Some updates of my days when not blogging.

- Stop working for a month, rotting soon.

- started to learn some jap language; 展示してください.

- Birthdays/ Ladies night

-Created tumblr

Etc....

Okay i'll promise to update my bloggie often. Bye for now~

2010-07-22T08:16:00.000-07:00

Showing off my bb white. AHAHAHAH

So bored, staying at home today. ):

Just a random update.

I HATE LIARS (:

2010-07-04T01:43:00.000-07:00

I hate my fringe ttm; I want dye & renew my extentsions.

Raugh out roud

Sorry for the lag of updates, v the lazy uh.

ciaos ~ :D

2010-06-13T09:28:00.000-07:00

Rena catchém with Dinomon!
currently Pokémon; Worldcup; Camouflage & Whitey.

ciao~ :D

2010-05-15T15:00:00.000-07:00

Web cam madness (Y)

Cut my fringe & straight cut for my hair, so short but most say not much different seems so short for me ):

2010-05-13T15:30:00.000-07:00

Craving for frolick; SLURPS
Orignal w. conflakes & oreo

Peach w. strawberry

Orignal w. confakes & milo nuggets
taken on 10thMay, Random post laughs.

Fail again, decided not to eat for 5 days. Sumbooodie keep tempting me with good food.

I want to cut my hair uh uh uh uh uh !

It takes a smile to say "hello" but it takes tears to say "goodbye."

2010-05-12T15:07:00.000-07:00

Ferlyn's 20th birthday @barnone& stjames.
it's the second celebration.

Wed 12th May, her actual birthday (:

Oreo ice-cream cake.

Group photo ; from Left to Right.
Vanessa Rena Ferlyn Jescy Leena Michelle Cynthia.

2 scb (Y)

Camwhore (Y)

Donald treated ferlyn ;waterfall.

before we went off to ph.

Ending with a picture of Rueeina! ^^V

More pictures @ facebook.

2010-05-08T19:51:00.000-07:00

Ferlyn's birthday celebration at wcp later. Can meet up with bestie finally (:

& maybe gary and co. after that.

So long never take pictures already, will takes tons & hopfully able to upload later on.

So sleepy but can't sleep now ):

2010-05-08T05:09:00.000-07:00

i sleep i eat & sleep & eat after i've stop working. enjoying ttm !

realise that can't be chao stalker, you'll always find out something that really hits you.

1year, on your birthday (: time really flys!

going out with a guy doesn't mean that we're together, can't we just be best friend? i just don't understand, always hearing the same things from different people's mouth. laughs

2010-04-01T02:45:00.000-07:00

HELLO! i'm back.

promise to update real soon, bye.

jecsy's birthday celebration later on, will be back with photos to update.

2010-02-17T02:07:00.000-08:00

也许用伤害结束爱才更动人

2010-01-24T22:42:00.000-08:00

OFF OFF OFF (:

working is really tough, i don't like it.

when i was younger i didn't want to study, but now i wish i was studying and not working.

i don't want to work 6days/week already.

marking 1year of working at that company sooooooon.

meeting the girls later.

2010-01-23T00:10:00.000-08:00

(XX) drawn by me (Y)

officially sick.

but better today already, meeting crazy lil girl later.

few days ago, took of my extensions & had bangs.

hi my sweetheart is coming to an end, sian half half.

the weather is freaking warm nowadays.

update soon (:

2010-01-17T00:02:00.000-08:00

where to preorder luo zhi xiang's album?

where to preorder luo zhi xiang's album?!?!

2010-01-10T07:19:00.000-08:00

woooohoooo finally off for 2 days! :D

I'm a happy happy happy girl, big thank you to shuling & angelia. (Y)

cannot blame me for being so happy, seriously an off day meant alot for a girl whom love freedom. okay, it's just that it's first time having no off for 7 days && like FINALLY. wooosh man~

out to bugis, my gf tooo irritating liao can't stand her & her craps. spend all my voucher away, stock up my makeups nothing much to buy actually.

results are out tomorrow! good luck to meeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

ep 9 & 10 & 11 at one go! going out to meet gfs.

GOOD DE BYE

2010-01-07T06:55:00.000-08:00

FML, I'm tired.

not having time to watch my favourite drama, i miss 2ep already.

not having time to finish reading newmoon.

not having time to accompany my sisters.

not having time to accompany my buddy.

not having time to visit my buddy.

not having time to sleep.

not having time to rest.

not having time to shop.

7 continuous working days, i can't stand it. can you?

i miss those days, don't you?

2010-01-02T05:17:00.000-08:00

connection forever lag.

happy new year everyone, done my nails i think too bling already.

2010, it's still the same old routine.

change to full time for 3months, hope it passes quickly.

thick eyeliners, being tall & thick volume of hair. hmmmm.

i tried i fail, it's harder for me to be brave & do it over again.

standing further apart, i realise.

never hope for miracles it's not going to happen, as always.

caught 3D avatar on 01012010, first movie.

it will be fine all year down the road ya?

waiting for march to come, 1 year is up. it's long enough ain't it?

2009-12-24T01:28:00.000-08:00

christmas.

enjoy.

原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你,

原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己.

如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢?

2009-12-02T00:25:00.000-08:00

HELLO! back with some pictures, still haven't got all. somepeople deleted already.

haven't work for 5days already! OMG, but my nights are fully packed with L4D & majong & stupid jokes.

after 16th there wouldn't be time already, need to work everyday. i want my christmas party!! have plannings already but doesn't know i can get off anot, my bestie's found a job hope to meet her up sooooooon & her new phone.

update sooon (: ZOMBIE RULESZX man.

2009-11-15T06:33:00.000-08:00

seriously i need to do a proper update, but i'm just too lazy. no pictures too, waiting for someone to pass me the thumb drive . i won't be updating till then, goodbye. (:

2009-11-05T03:41:00.000-08:00

why some smart ass like to act dumb? when they're having obvious good results all year round and having themselves to say that they didn't study, didn't know how to do, getting F9... blahblah.

irritating lor,why can't they just admit that they've study? or they're expecting when the results are out people will call them genius, waaaaaa didn't study also can get such good result. J O K E ha ha ha. can i put it in a way that they are just so FAKE? i got one word for you, yucks.

2009-11-05T03:22:00.000-08:00

if you heard someone knocking on the door, yet you know that i'm sleeping. wouldn't you just open the door?! i'm tired, burning midnight oil & having exams. you're just watching your bloody show & laughing away. what the hell are you thinking about? i shouted for you to open that damn door, are you treating that i'm singing away!?

i just hate people disturbing when i'm sleeping, i'm sooooooo pissed of by HER ACTIONS!

2009-10-29T10:21:00.000-07:00

watched Jennifer's body today!
Megan Fox's so HOT. LOL cool movie, recommended.

2009-10-25T09:10:00.000-07:00

GOOD LUCK FOR THE ENGLISH PAPER LATER(morning)!
been reading & doing & reading & working on sums. so tired to even write a single word or even read.

2009-10-18T00:27:00.000-07:00

3 days, the starting of o's !
GOOD-DE-BYE , will update after exam. 111109 :D
but will be updating through twitter if theres anything special.

overdose

2009-10-11T09:36:00.000-07:00

BACK!

sick, didn't really enjoy over there, missed out the taste of the durains. but bling my phone and medi w/acrylic flower & classic pedi over there. lastly hunt for clothes. the items there are not really cheap as i thought, Thailand should be the place that sell cheapy stuff. don't know where i got the idea of m'sia selling cheap stuff, hoping to get mountain of stuffs back here. maybe because the currency rates are lower, but the price are almost the same compared to here or even more expensive like electrical appliances.

i want a shopping spree at London or Paris! but i need tons & tons of $$$$$$ kek ching kek ching~

WHATS FUCKING WRONG WITH BLOGGER AGAIN?! GRRRRRRRRRR. update photo next time.

moderations of temper.

2009-10-02T01:48:00.000-07:00

should i sell away my psp slim? it's useless anyway, but i don't know the marketing price of it now. later kana cheated ): HOW?!

edited/
Affection shows human mentality, but Situation shows human reality.

Wendy & Jocelyn called me, talk crap. crazy girls but i miss them so much. in less a month time, i really need to travel up a mountain without any distractions. let me study in peace.
off to tak chek~ ciaos

a better lie.

2009-09-29T10:35:00.000-07:00

slept at 10plus pm yesterday, power. finally could sleep after not sleeping for more then 24hours.

after visiting datou, norman accompany home to change, then out to town with him. wanted to sleep first but he insist of going town early, pre-birthday celebration with him. bus-ed to town w/precious we slept through the whole journey [-.-] watched accident at cine, we caught the first time slot screening, both of us almost fall asleep LOL. we're the early birds, 12 in the afternoon we're at town already. tooo early seriously[-.-] bought cake from Starbucks for Cynthia precious, didn't manage to celebrate for her on her actual birthday as i promise. so decided to buy a small cake for her for the following day. did mani w/ glitter & blings at Cynthea's shop. Romeo&Juliet my favourite base colour, it's dark red/brownish, can try, the colour is really nice so as the name of it. LOL saw a white porter bag in magazine superb nice! [ (: ] I WANT!

maybe pedi tomorrow with love, dead skins are growing. YUCKS.

kill those pain.

2009-09-27T10:05:00.000-07:00

tried flu pill, stomachache pill, panadol. USELESS can't put myself to sleep, it's hard to get to sleep nowadays. stress about studies, only started on my maths. all return to teachers already. started from ZERO. need to catch up fast, headache i regretted not studying earlier & rushing now. darn it's useless regretting however, but i can't resist the temptation of tv's & Internet. i need someone to throw me in a room with book & only books. so bored with topics of studies.

somethings.

firstly, i miss her , her & her. (YES I'M A LESBIAN :D)
then, I'm visiting datou later in the morning w/Norman! (MY 2 BIG BROTHERs)
thirdly, it's tiring. i finally understand people who can't sleep at night. (I ALWAYs HAVE NO PROBLEM WITH SLEEPING)
fourthly, how's life for that 1 & only dinosaur; Yoshi? (I HATE RUMORs TOO)
and, I'm not going Malaysia already. (COLD WAR WITH MY MUM)
lastly, ALL GOT BF HAPPY LIAO.

tang dang tangdang, END (:

things change.

2009-09-20T03:23:00.000-07:00

watched video music awards this afternoon it's the encore version, i missed out the day telecast that day. wondering will i be able to catch it again. WEEEET i did, so lucky of me. [ (: ] maybe alot of you guys have caught i earlier then me, but you can just keep this comment to yourself. ladygaga, beyonce & pink live performance was TOTALLY INSANE. thumbs up for them [ ^^ ]

working tomorrow, sonia's celebrating hari raya. everybody not free, so I'm working. back to work! no more staying at home! for 1 day [ -.- ]

i hope my dad gets me a kitten! or a puppy [ :D ]

listen to your heart.

2009-09-17T11:03:00.000-07:00

bored so bored~
looking for bebe hoodie online now, shopping at bebe.com & victoriassecret.com since i've decided to stay inhouse. anyone intrested? [ (: ] clearing facebook's mail, it's flooding my mail up, [-.-] lazy to block those mail thats coming in from facebook, ending up wasting my time clearing.

can't get in to my pet society, for some reason i'm keen on playing pet society again. whats wrong with facebook nowadays? it's lagging. [ ): ]

take me away.

2009-09-13T02:34:00.000-07:00

no pictures taken again, all in Love's cam.

i was touring around half the Singapore yesterday, LOL. firstly went down to jp for visiting & THANKS XINEN FOR THE KOREA PRESENT [(:] then took 240 to some market for stingray! with leonard && xinen. superb ! must try~ cab to lim chu kang [-.-] fetch long && chinaman. hahaahha it's chinaman birthday.[^^] went to paro as chinaman's sis was there, waited for his friend to fetch us. off to cherry, chinaman was making a fool out of himself, doing stupid stuns asking me not to tell anyone! think he's officially drunk la, i was laughing until my lungs almost fly out. LOL heheee [:D] went off to meet love around 3plus, they stayed. cab to Clarke quay wanted to go rebel, but can't get in. then we change our direction to Attica, quite fun actually first time i was there it's a total nightmare. [):] Love's bf & co. wanted to go other places for drinking so we went to meet them & cab to livingroom, in the end we didn't get in. [-.-] cab back to liang court mac to have breakfast, get their car and drove us back to clementi. as they all drank alot can't send us back home, got off & cab home with love. [^^V] & ZZZ monster came to knock on my head. [-.- zzz]

the closest one would betray ain't it? they know all about you, everything. they could made up stories, yet people would believe just because they thought that you knew them inside out. I'm not pointing fingers. it's tiring trying to see real one under that mask. even haters whom reveal are way better, you could see them clearly. yes i agree some people are just plain actors, hypocrite. i've got nothing to lose & nobody likes to forgive for the second time. i believe history will repeat itself again. leopard will never change it's spot, done it once there will be a twice. i'll believe only for the moment, pushing the blame on others won't ever help. what's said and done bare it yourself or just shut that nasty mouth.

it's everything

2009-09-12T02:00:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY!!! (:

i just woke up it's 5.40pm now~ LOL should i go to baby's celebration or not? maybe going jp to visit visit or maybe baby's celebration, still can't decide.

okay, lets see. i need my N97, canon ixus 100, & pictures from love's cam. hahhahhha.

i was planning with love about our future, after my o's i will ........ & it MUST be done before 20! shit, this week is ending soon can't enjoy my time anymore TT <-- (CRY) bestie thinks that this don't look like crying emotions. LOL

my BIANBIAN(softtoy dog) hahahaaha is half dead now, all the floss inside disappear for no reason can find a trail where those cotton floss gone to. poor doggie, no pictures of my BIANBIAN phone camera is offically DEAD (:

say it right

2009-09-10T10:49:00.001-07:00

I'll complete my blog skin next time! (: my blogskin has corrupted few days ago, shit.

blogger is really killing me & my time, i need a web designer to save me! seriously.

weeet~ I've been going shopping after I've stop working, i promise myself i study whole heartily for next week onwards, I SWEAR :D shopping anyone? o ya, I've extended my hair again. this

time it's way better, then those i did previously. CHINA WOMEN YOU DID WELL, YEAH.

2 more days~ I'll only use com once a week & only on my phone for once a week, can i? lets seeeeeeeeee. hahhaaahaa!

yesterday. went to butter fact w/ love & co. saw rayson & zaixing there too :DD hahhahha, i want to go rebel~ bring me there anyone?

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUDDY! don't be touch. ^^V

i hate goodbyes.

2009-09-05T09:12:00.000-07:00

UPDATE SOON! BLOG FIXED FINALLY. HAPPY?

2009-08-22T08:03:00.000-07:00

what's wrong with blogger again? can't upload the bloody picture.

21st Aug, yesterday. went to leo's chalet right after work ends. thought i won't enjoy myself as honey's bf will be there too.but I'm having hell lots of fun seriously (alot of fb earthling's there too), the bungalow consist of 4 rooms. damn BIG alright. but it's so ex $800++ for 2d1n ONLY, cheating people's money lor. breakfast at jp then home, at 2 in the afternoon.

do you know?

2009-08-13T08:56:00.000-07:00

com spoiled.

2009-08-06T09:37:00.000-07:00

yes, finally a long weekend counting from today ! (: met love today, went elegent for interview then off to ION. bought my longchamp & charles&keith. weeeee~ i'm a happy girl today :D

2009-08-04T09:20:00.000-07:00

okay, I'm ready to prepare for my o's but still not sticking my head into it yet. soon soon ~
when I've the time & mood to study :D

laugh out loud please, MONSTER LETS KILL THE MONSTER! i'm sooooo pissed. jUMP JUMP JUMP BANG BANG BANG. can someone let him know about this? MONSTER HIS NAME IS MONSTER!!!

2009-07-28T10:16:00.000-07:00

weeeet here's my new hair style, not OLD anymore okays~ ><

i'll be working for the whole weekdays! will update pictures that i took with bestie on a day out with her to ION (:

2009-07-22T10:40:00.000-07:00

http://www.facebook.com/s.php?q=The+Hair+Secrets&init=quick#/video/video.php?v=1174829724513&oid=115353039417 19thJuly's the last day.

reborn my hair ! yeah~ oh my, my hair are screaming for help already. i've been treating them so badly.

2009-07-18T07:24:00.000-07:00

this is my prince dinosaur, Y. :D

life's a joke, laugh please.

everything that caught my eyes, doesn't come my way.

but at least i don't cling on it or even throw myself in.

2009-07-15T10:02:00.000-07:00

wrong wrong ~this is the 2nd day hair. but i really prefer day1 hair, even i didn't take any pictures of myself. because i don't have a good camera!

would you give up a casting which may get you tons of money, because of a job that just offers just fucking 4.5/hr? i did, that's silly right? and i regretted. i just hate every decisions i made previously, just stupid enough only lor. i've missed out so much things, and they won't even know it. I HATE IT __

2009-07-14T09:37:00.000-07:00

i only took photos of myself on day1 of the event, kind of like it more.

don't really like my hairstyle on the second day.

bridal theme for this week~ WEEEET it'll be even fun right?! i'm soo looking forward.

2009-07-13T08:22:00.000-07:00

runway was fun indeed, looking forward to next runway.

it's at eastpoint (simei) OMFG, so darn far. no one wants to come only HIM(:

keai wants to watch my runway show, hope he turn up on sat!

will upload the video when i get it, for those who are lazy to travel down to simei.

{edited}

NAH, here's the link http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1170042844844&oid=101668281318#/video/video.php?v=1170074845644&oid=101668281318 sad to say i can't download it. it has 4 parts, don't tell me that you're lazy to view also. (must have a facebook account to see it ) :D

2009-07-07T08:24:00.000-07:00

i believe everything happens for a reason, there's a reason why i met you today & not in my future. yes i agreed girl change they're thoughts easily. they could love power puff girls this minute & hello kitty at the next minute. don't ever think they'll be stuck at one thing forever. same goes for me, don't try to show me how good your life are now. once I'm interested but not always, this is the reason why i got to know you in the present, and not in my past. UNDERSTAND (:

today something so weird happen to me, i broke a mirror without touching it ! OMFG. made me think about this for the whole morning, this is what happen.

i close my wardrobe door and walk out of my room, when I'm about to step out of the room door whole mirror came down -.- (PS. the mirror which break is in my wardrobe) i didn't even touch it lor. i almost cried out, it's really very scary no one is in the room other then me;myself. damn ~

i looked into your eyes & i thought i knew you for a minute

2009-07-06T07:51:00.000-07:00

dinosaur again! (Yoshi) cute right?!

i'm so crazy over dinosaur these days, why? LOL

若即若离是你完美演技, 是我一直太入戏.

2009-07-04T15:01:00.000-07:00

cck cc, batok cc. went to 2 area cc to slack. home at 5plus. wanted to go rebel but didn't, sadded.
there goes my off day, slacking ONLY.

i had express what i felt in a totally wrong way. yes i did had a thought to be with you once, but now everything is different. i just simply wanted to be friend; a close friend or buddy, because you're fun to be with. just simple as that, I'm not good in phrasing 'friend like' conversation that's what make you hiding away from me. ain't it? or I'm too over sensitive. friends are what we're meant to be from the beginning, I'm sure you agreed with me too.
(ahem.. hope you see this, if not too bad. someone help me pass this message to him please, if you know who is this. LOL :D )

yo yeah DINOSAUR !! (:

2009-07-02T08:39:00.001-07:00

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2009-07-01T08:30:00.002-07:00

漫长的等候让人特别失落
i really don't understand how; why; what the hell is happening. nothing gets right absolutely nothing. I'm i really that lousy & bad or rather not in my luck, or maybe it's my retribution for what I've done in the past? it doesn't come my way even how hard i try, my efforts never pay off no matter how hard i tried. why does others had everything i had to live without?! it's not even fair, i tried as hard as them or even i had given 101% more but got nothing in return.
it's July now, 5 more months to go. i plead for everything to come my way & not turning their back on me.

doesn't understand why some idiots think so highly on themselves, you're neither the richest man in the world nor better looking the ZACefron or even having a girlfriend hotter then britneyspears. i can't understand, why do you talk in a sarcastic way as if you're at the top of the world. you're handsome? think twice, no you're not. my father is better looking then you. MY GOODNESS.

2009-06-27T02:06:00.001-07:00

w/ liting (:

firstly, happy birthday to my bestie (:
yeah what you post on your blog is really true, see i told you it'll be your turn to integrate a post specially.

hypocrite is the word, everyone is wearing a mask i can't really see whats under that thick piece of paper. lies and truth is whatever it takes to reveal whats underneath .

i think having a angmor bf will be really fun, LOL. i felt really sick yesterday guess i should go home straight, making me worst after everything. i felt so bad afterall & in my opinion someone's angry with me.

my house has become a maggie cooking place for, my dearest girl yeah? lol i'm sorry for leaving you alone yesterday. somehow people around are all looking after you, they're a really great bunch for friends. i'm glad. (:

lastly i still prefer rebel then attica. i'm off to watch 20th golden melody awards! tata~

2009-06-25T09:49:00.000-07:00

not so clear, post a proper one when i go for the shoots. (:

took out my extensions today, dye-ed cut-ed perm-ed highlight-ed.

i didn't really like the out comes of the curls, but no choice it's all for the show coming up.

I'll reborn back to normal after everything, i guess.

i was at the salon for freaking up-to 8hrs, imagine yourself sitting down there. OMFG so bored man.

met Norman & co. at bugis so long since I've met them, lendl came to me with his cute botak hair asking me whether if i could recognise him, -.- so obvious is him then he told me his name is 'Norman' so LAME can. LOL

waited for Cynthia to knockoff, went over to meet Vanessa Connie & co. home-ed

attica tomorrow ^^ but i want rebel~ !

2009-06-20T07:14:00.000-07:00

i can't download songs anymore, my lime wire doesn't want to do what i told him to do. how?! i must ask people for songs & ask them to download for me, how miserable ): i wonder why i can't cut my Korean songs too, ARRRRRXz everything in my com is playing trick on me.

i hate aeroplane, don't ever fly one to me. I'll be damn pissed off. OKAY?! at least if you told me earlier it would be better but not last minute.

stayed at home for the whole Saturday, due to my flaming fire is still burning.

bIas Bias biAs !

i seriously need to replenish my wardrobe, somebody says that she's penniless but i saw her buying F21 clothes happily, bigfatLIAR. i need the money more then you okay?!

yeeeepyy 2 more months to 17. LOL

few more days to SOMEONE'S(aks) 17, then 3 of you'll be older then me ):

2009-06-17T10:00:00.000-07:00

something is happening to my poor stomach, it's killing me.
feel like taking out this stupid thing, it's so irritating. god damn

i want L4D L4D L4D.
i hate my current blog, some people says it's so weird not like my previous blog.

& bless my sipei meimei please, hope nothing will happen for sure.
went out with cynthia & vanessa :D

2years, thats long. hope it's fake, so i don't need to wait.

2009-06-13T03:10:00.000-07:00

'don't poke your nose, into my cup of tea'

LOL, can you figure out the meaning of this sentence? i told my dear bestie, but she laughed at me.

I'll be taking out my extensions soon, and having a new hairstyle (:

weird things are happening now and then, so weird so weird.

I've lobang for jobs! anyone interested?

I'm so hungry now ): i need food !

ahhhhh, nothing much to say about. bye ~!

korean F4

2009-06-08T07:58:00.000-07:00

I'm really really going goo goo gaa gaa over this four guys.

lee min ho, Kim Hyun Joong, kim bum, kim joon.

who can buy me boys over flower soundtrack?! I'll love them to the core! i swear. LOL
I'm going to post hell lots of photo, see how handsome they're. (:

main cast, lee min ho. he looks much much better with straight hair :D

Kim Hyun Joong, cute && cool
kim bum, he's sooo soooo soooo AHEM! i love him the most laaa (:

lastly this is kim joon

it's enough

2009-06-07T09:14:00.000-07:00

__ i really don't understand, calling me up whenever you need. throwing me aside when you had others to be there?

what am i to you.

saying sorry or whatever fuck to make me believe your words once again? i won't, I'm not being a fool to fall for it again & again. because of you i had phobia of this & that.

never ever met this kind of guy in your life, it causes death somehow. LOL

hairsecret should i, should i not?

2009-06-05T09:38:00.000-07:00

boys over flower, darn nice ! althought it's the same story line as metrogarden(taiwan version). but korean version is soooooo AHHH!! those guys is soo AHHHHH~ BEST :D

point 1 - friends with benefit.

point 2 - meipor nia.

point 3 - meigong teck.

UNDERSTAND?! hahhs only honey understand la.

anyone knows how to speak dinosuar?! i want to learn, so i can communicate well with a dinosuar. LOL

update when i get my recent photoshoot pictures (: BYE~

work-ed , shoots

2009-05-31T09:52:00.000-07:00

. work

i'm sooo soooo sooo HAPPY!

but 22ndMay2009 is the worst i ever had.

guess who is this? it's D-I-N-O(dua) super cute right! finally got it.
thanksyou ;i'm sorry.

photos of past.

2009-05-26T03:28:00.000-07:00

here's some photos, update more when i got it.

fun-fill yesterday.

2009-05-24T00:30:00.000-07:00

new circus of friends, new environment. i like it.
never childish & all grown up.
i enjoyed my day yesterday, absolutely fun (:
update photos when i got all the picture from the photographers.

f1 pitstop

2009-05-22T21:29:00.000-07:00

i'll be working at f1 building tonight.
FUEL event.
It is a high octane dance festival name FUEL, comprising of known international djs. (:

it's different

2009-05-21T10:50:00.001-07:00

brand new, don't destroy. thanks